I heard a voice

I heard a voice say:

"You have so much colour within you, stop looking for the colour outside you. It is true that between light and darkness all colour arises. Not only around you but also within. It is now time to descend and go to your heart".

The voice went silent, I thought:

"So between inner darkness and inner lightness I will find the realm of colours? Then through my veil clouds, I will go and find my inner sun, Christ will become visible...That must be true, there is no other way. It is now time to descend, to go there".

I heard myself saying:

"I want to seek Him"